uhh yes, by deaf people. they can’t hear me calling. hahaha
Night can be midnight. Evening is not midnight. hahaha
i spend a lot :D but i try to moderate now.
yes, when i’m with close friends :))
i dont have wheels? hahaha i had, before. under my shoes. HAHA
i have a youtube downloader/converter. then i just drag the files to itunes :)
i don’t have a break :|
party party! :DDD
yes. but only the ants heard :D
uhh failing three? :| haha failing is normal in accounting :D
I didn’t like accounting before. I don’t like worksheets and financial statements. but i wasn’t given any other choice in college but to take accounting so i’m loving it now :)) nothing’s hard if you learn to love it :D
yes, i think that would be possible :D
Moms are the most annoying creatures in the world. And I do not intend to take back what I just typed because they really are. They nag which is pretty annoying most of the time. They compare you with the kids your age like mom-we-fall-under-the-same-genus-but-we’re-not-the-same-species-so-don’t-expect-me-to-be-like-her. They always scrutinize every detail of what you’re doing. They correct your grammar as if theirs is any better. They keep an eye on your mistakes but never did you hear them praise about your achievements in school and outside. And how you wish you could just go ninja upon hearing their high-pitch voice! You feel like your eardrums are going to rupture any minute from the time you hear them talking about the things they have just said minutes ago. I wonder if they realize that they keep on saying the same thing for the nth time. And you feel disappointed because the person that SHOULD be hearing about what happened on your 1st day of class, 1st time you caught your crush’s glance, 1st failed exam, 1st phone that you lost and 1st cutting-class experience is the person whom you can’t even start a conversation with.
But as far-fetched as this statement may seem, they are also the most loving creatures in the world. They love without conditions. As I try to recall the early times I had with my mom, I realized I owe her so much. During Family Days in high school, I would just leave her at the corner of our booth alone and there I was talking with my class mates oblivious to the thought that maybe my mom needed some company but I just watched her as she stared at a blank space while eating her spaghetti. During the time where I had to represent my section for English and Filipino elocutions, she came right after her work and I knew she really hurried just to get in time but I just asked her to stay in the car. I knew she felt bad but she was too tired that day that she couldn’t argue more. During my birthday, I asked her to buy two cakes for my classmates. I remember she even went upstairs to personally give the cakes to me. I said thank you but I never asked her to join the celebration so she just went back to the car again. It’s a shame I had to be miles away from her to realize how I mistreated her. It’s this distance between us that has unfolded the truth that I was a bad daughter, that I never deserved her in the 1st place.
To my mom, I want to say sorry. I was blind. I was the one who never praised you. I was the one who had her eyes on your shortcomings as a mother to me and my siblings. No matter how I try to reciprocate the love you have been giving me since the 4th of July, I know I could never be at the same degree as yours. I miss you so much I could cry. I love you, mom :(
Almost made me cry. Miss my mom too :(
Make lemonade of course :)) haha
Just now. Tinulugan ako ng kateks ko :( haha
hell yehh :P what I love about college: you don’t have to do community service for cutting classes. hahaha
I regret taking things and people important to me for granted. Especially my younger sibs.
Ran 5k for Pasig River! hahaha and.. thinking of shaving my hair and getting a boy cut. Srsly. haha
Life is a bitch.